Wednesday, September 20, 2006
back to square one
someone broke the news in the early afternoon telling me that she'd left or rather was told to leave. i was clueless and took quite some time to register the news into my mind that she was really gone and i sank into deep melancholy when i finally did. it really affected me that i almost broke down quite a number of times on that particular day. only god knows how much she'd done for me.
there were 'hearsay' saying that this was no surprise and had actually been planned. no, don't get me wrong. i'm not the kind whom'll get affected by the art of mind poisoning just because majority shares the same opinion. frankly, i, for one, don't understand why people have to be so opinionated.
whatever it is, i think it's really unfair that her presence and what she'd done for us wasn't being appreciated. i know that the relationship between the both of them turned out sour after some incidents that took place over the time. it's really a shame and a pity to be able to witness the two most respectable persons at loggerheads with one another.
sometimes it's just so unfair that we get ticked off for the littlest mistake that've gone wrong but we've never gotten credit for the things we've done.
reality IS NOT ugly.
it's horrendous.
posted @ 7:38 AM
