Thursday, November 23, 2006
i miss you.
me too. at times like this i wish i can run to you all and hug you tightly. ='(
i'm sorry to hear your loss girlfriend... and the other loss too, which means a lot more to you. we'll meet up soon. i promise we'll get your favourite latte with 1 tbsp vanilla powder and four and a half pumps of caramel although you know how much i loathe starbucks (drinks).
seems like everyone's gonna have lots of free time in the coming weeks but i'll have to start getting busy with the upcoming year end concert preparation and PTM. boo.
the best thing is, i won't be able to join in for the family holiday trip due to work commitments. a big bus of forty and i'm missing. how great!
hmmm... on the other hand, i'm not complaining cause i've got other reasons to smile about. =)
on a lighter note, sorry to all for the long hiatus. i think i'll be on an even longer hiatus following this one short update.
posted @ 5:27 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
when the cat's away, the mice will party
it took me fingernails to log in into my blogger account. ok, that aside. i'm kinda looking forward to work tomorrow and friday. yes, u heard me right. read the above in bold and you'll understand why. =) ... besides that, there's the weekend to look forward to followed by a few days off from work. oh how can i not love it! =)))
i've been looking for footwear for raya but much to my dismay, nothing has caught my eye or at least, nothing seems to be able to match my outfit. gah. if you had noticed they don't have many footwear available in white.... and yes, i'm only looking for white and me thinks me sticking to white (footwear, that is) for the next raya too.
plans for the weekend? shoe hunting it will be. but i don't know where to head. *turns brain dead * suggestions are most welcome. =)
hopefully, the family won't be making a trip down to jb again. i'm like how sick of jb can? plus, usually by the time i arrived, nevermind that i don't get my choc pudding but there's zilch donuts left at dunkin's! oh the horror!
talking about donuts, my mom asked for a favour from aunt to get us 4 boxes of choc pudding since she'll be making a trip down to jb this sunday morning. observe the following exchange of phone conversation.
mom: eh kau belikan aku choc pudding 4 kotak ok. (can u help us get 4 boxes of choc pudding?)
aunt: eh kenape nak kene pergi jauh2? dunkin donuts kat far east kan ade? (why do u need to go so far? isn't there one at far east?)
mom: *breaks into uncontrollable laughter* kau dari zaman gua batu eh? kedai tu maner ade lagi kat singapore.
HAHAHA.
mind you, this aunt of mine used to make visits to town a must on almost every weekend and she's also the one who taught us the way around town. of course, that was way before she switched to online shopping.
_
this may seem a little out. anyone has been to vivocity?
heard there's lots of great shops there.
posted @ 5:33 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
i thought i did the most terrible thing last night, i could never imagine doing it to myself. together with the scissors and my super itchy fingers, i happily cut my sister's fringe, thinking that her newly rebonded hair would look much better with short fringe. so, she agreed. and what do you know, she was transformed into cleopatra and i swear she almost wanted to cry (she denied it of course when i questioned her whether or not she was going to cry). anyway, she started complaining about how strict her dance instructor is about not allowing her dancers to have fringes and that it will be hard for her to pin it up now. i felt so bad afterwards when she kept snapping at me and could not stop bringing up on the subject about her hair whenever i tried to have conversations with her.
but today, my cleopatra sister greeted me at the doorstep when i came back from work. the moment i stepped into the house, she happily showed me the display picture on her cell phone and ta-dah, it was none other than her cleopatra hair. dengan selambanya, dia pun berkata "eh nice rite? not bad hor. like jap".
that instant, i didn't know whether i wanted to laugh or get angry.
gasak kau lah budak kecik!
oh and i found more pics of her with cleopatra hair on my laptop later on.
tsk..tsk..
hmm... that reminds me. halloween is just around the corner.
*holds scissors and comb*
anyone wanna dress up as cleopatra?
muahahaha.
posted @ 5:25 AM
Monday, October 09, 2006
rub a dub-dub. give it a good scrub.
it's one of the bad headaches that's hitting again. if only i could give the brain cells that are causing the headache a good clean scrub. maybe with dettol, some anti-bacterial solution or disinfectant. oh did u know that i grow to love the smell of disinfectant because i smell it at work everyday. i don't know why but it does gives me this new, fresh and clean adour. maybe they should start inventing perfumes that smells like disinfectants. haha. ok. nonsense. but i mean it when i say i like it.
i think the aching is also partly because i'm cracking my brain, trying to figure out how would it be possible to be up early for work tomorrow and for the rest of the month. my working schedule has been changed yet again. boooo.
but on the other hand, i have plenty of time to do my mini retail theraphy and maybe grab some books from the library or even meet up with some friends on good days. no more sighing and whining i'm only free to meet on weekends.
ok, i'm trying my best to look on the brighter side. i think it's working. =)
guess it's time for me to hit the bed now. i know it's still early but i don't want to go to work looking like a panda or for the rest of my life.
oh wait.
haven't I already look like one?
gah.
posted @ 7:02 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
thanks to my mom, i've been religiously making trips (dragged along actually) to malaysia the last three saturdays. with the festive occasion drawing nearer, i'm sure, just like my mom, all the other singaporean makciks would make a trip to our neighbouring country, not wanting to give those cheap bargains a miss.
being someone who loves long rides, i didn't mind tagging along, (minus the 2 hours of traffic jam at the immigration centre of course, making me put on another 3 inches around my butt because it feels like i'm seated in the car like forever) and also to satisfy my never ending cravings for dunkin donuts choc pudding. =) trust me, i can finish four pieces in less than ten minutes and i don't give a hoot even if cellulite's the main ingredient in them.
during my jb trip recently, i discovered yet another hobby and that is observing bapoks. ok, they're not those hardcore, ugly bapoks or as mild as gays. they're super hot bapoks with nice slim figures many girls would die for.
ok here goes.. my family decided to dine at pizza hut and i couldn't take my eyes off this super gorgeous girl. not long after i discovered the name written on her nametag, i realised that she was actually a he (before hearing him speak of course). i had to blinked hard to make sure that i did not misread his/her name. ok, his name is similar to someone i don't wish to be reminded of but tell me which part of the name 'ridzwan' is female. and so, my cousin being an ass as he always is, decided to put him to test. he tried to catch his attention by asking for an extra plate, knife etc just to hear him speak and yes, he sounded like a man. at one point of time, he addressed him as 'abang' (meaning brother) and of course, the poor guy had no choice but to respond although he didn't look really pleased. lol.
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due to having to come down to work on saturday till late afternoon and rushing off to jb right after, i didnt have much time to prepare the children's day gifts. so i was left with the later half of yesterday to do all the shopping for my little darlings. no prize for guessing how i'd spent my first half of the day and skipped my pre-dawn meal altogether. =p
Happy Children's Day my darling N2s!
in case you're wondering, yes, i have that few children in my class turned up for school today because the rest probably self-declare today as a school holiday just like every other governmental schools.
on a lighter note, hope you kiddos enjoyed the techno clubbing session we had in the morning.
hail future ah-bengs and ah-lians!
muahahaha.
in times like this, it can't be helped.
i don't miss you but i do miss the memories of hotfudge sundae.
posted @ 5:08 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
It comes at night when no one's watching.
It comes so soft that it barely has a feeling.
When it comes, your heart is at ease.
And the only thing that's on your mind,
is now the agony can finally leave.
_
as much as i look forward to the weekends, i know that friday's not gonna be easy.
it's only wednesday but i can already feel it.
posted @ 4:55 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
back to square one
someone broke the news in the early afternoon telling me that she'd left or rather was told to leave. i was clueless and took quite some time to register the news into my mind that she was really gone and i sank into deep melancholy when i finally did. it really affected me that i almost broke down quite a number of times on that particular day. only god knows how much she'd done for me.
there were 'hearsay' saying that this was no surprise and had actually been planned. no, don't get me wrong. i'm not the kind whom'll get affected by the art of mind poisoning just because majority shares the same opinion. frankly, i, for one, don't understand why people have to be so opinionated.
whatever it is, i think it's really unfair that her presence and what she'd done for us wasn't being appreciated. i know that the relationship between the both of them turned out sour after some incidents that took place over the time. it's really a shame and a pity to be able to witness the two most respectable persons at loggerheads with one another.
sometimes it's just so unfair that we get ticked off for the littlest mistake that've gone wrong but we've never gotten credit for the things we've done.
reality IS NOT ugly.
it's horrendous.
posted @ 7:38 AM
